The story, As I know it.

They met, they talked At times laughed and fought The friendship was a bliss Until it transformed into a kiss The wind felt softer The weather was lofter Life was so smooth Until reality struck the two Altercations became an imperative Happiness became a perogative He wanted more space But she wanted to be his space They finally parted and then realized Something was missing in their lives Love isn't a fairy tale It's a journey blended with varied trails Sacrifice and not baptize Is essential for the stabilize Love isn't a flower bed It's a journey beyond those rosy texts

Change

There is a thin line between what you are and what you have been, to be honest, I don't like what I am anymore and no one liked what I was, and for someone who resists change, perceiving one in himself kills a little every day.
tired of pleasing all, and when you don't they say you failed our expectations, I was never born to fulfill them or maybe I was, stood by while I could, was the one while I could pretend or try to be. these high hopes doesn't let one go, always end up where it started maybe that's where I want to be at the start, just too afraid of the finish line.
I am convinced that no one would take me, I have seen them go by, I have tried using the change and I know it is the only constant, so no high hopes would matter so just have to make sure not to spend whats left inside in fulfilling them. 
If new is the way of saying its over then the legend "old is gold' stands true for me, taking a step forward is necessary, that's how it works, that's how the world operates, that's the ultimate desire, but the cripple suffers.


                                                                                                                                                 -H.N

Phase

I know it's a phase.
I know it'll go away.
I know it takes time.
I know.
I understand sense.
I understand logic.
I just don't understand hurt for while it is a phase.
I don't understand pain, for while it goes away.
I don't understand grief, for while it takes time.
I don't understand life, for while it feels like death.

                                           -rohan mishra 

farewell

She shall leave because sometimes ending needs to be right not just happy, but she won't she likes me too much.
She shall leave because I am nowhere with my plan, but she won't because she has faith in me.
She shall leave because I don't know where am I going to, but she won't she just can't leave me alone.
She shall leave because I let her down every day, but she won't she taught me how to make it up to her.
she shall leave because it is not easy, but she won't even though we not might live through it.
she shall leave because I didn't hold her tight enough, but she won't she believes I can make it right.
she shall leave because I have caused enough damage, but she won't, we swear we can defeat this.
she shall leave because I don't deserve it, but she won't she knows I cannot take the change.
she shall leave because I am fine, but she won't she knows I am wrong.
she shall leave because this is where the story ends, but she won't she choose to write the sequel.
she shall leave because I am just too far away, but she won't she can make a home anywhere.
she shall leave because I cant take her cry, but she won't she believes its the only reason to smile.
she shall leave because, but she won't because I will always follow her and bring her where she belongs every time every day.
she shall leave maybe she just did.

-mc

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