Maybe That's it

What is love? Everyone has their own definition.I have mine too. As a child I used to pray that no guy should ever like me because I knew how sensitive I was when it came to the matters of heart. I didn't know the intensity but I had an idea. As I grew up, life threw at me a chance to fall in love..it was picture perfect. But then of course it had to end..life is not always what you want it to be like. My world came to an end...the innocence I had protected for 18 years of my life was almost lost. I made mistakes and hurt myself never bothering to share what it actually felt like with anyone. That is when I realized how important it is to be with someone in their darkest of times.. especially then! As each and every second passed by I could feel all that pain..the pain that I had thought could kill me..but then all deaths are not visible. And those types are the worst. So what is love.. It is loving and hating that you love at the same time.. It is when you tend to replay all the good memories again and again forgetting about the bad ones It is when you still care even though that person has moved on long ago. It is knowing all that and still wishing the best for them.. It is still remembering and laughing at their jokes And it is when your heart stops expecting their visit back to you with them and their memories still in there. The memories that will be enough to never let you love the same way again..but also that will never let you be stuck to that same person forever. To all the people having fun out there..being a girl I would speak from my side.. have all the fun but never hurt an honest heart. For you may love the innocence and mock it because it makes your job easier..but you might in the future crave for exactly that innocence when you'll be done with all the fun which eventually you all will be.. And then you'll realize what you had is what you always wanted..but you gave it all up,didn't respect it,why? Because life's too long and there are 7 billion people to meet. What you're forgetting is that life is not that long and you'll never be able to meet each and every person on this planet. So hold on to that person and never let them go. Have all the fun you want to have with that one person..that should be the new cool! Try..it's worth it. And somewhere if you believe they deserve much better than you..stick harder to them. After all..love with innocence is rare as that is the most honest. Once lost you might not get lucky again. "Think we got another memory in the making..so baby let's take it.. Slow as a Mississippi Strong as the 5th of whiskey Steady as the Tom petty track I wanna love wanna love you like that Deeper than the sunset sky Sweeter than muscadine wine All night till the sun comes back I wanna love,wanna love,wanna love you like that"